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I'm Amy. I'm growing up. And this is my past, present, and future.
I know you'll come in the night like a thief.
But I’ve had some time alone to hone my lying technique.
I know you think that I’m someone you can trust.
But I’m scared I’ll get scared and I swear I’ll try to nail you back up.
So do you think that we could work out a psalm?
So I’ll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try.
I know you'll come for the people like me.
But we all got wood and nails,
And talk dirt at hating factories.
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My name is Amy. I'm a Gemini. I'm 25 years old. I'm a struggling artist, and an overly opinionated martyr of my beliefs. My past experiences, no matter how petty or dramatic they were, molded me into who I am today. I'm still changing every day.
I'm an artist. I love to draw and make things in photoshop [such as this blogger layout]. I also love music; I dabble in piano a little bit. I only know how to play other songs, of course. Nothing original. I like to write as well. Pretty much anything that involves the arts is something I enjoy doing. It gets me through the day and gives me a chance to express myself.
I have many friends who have come and gone, some who are even enemies now. Regardless, they've taught me a lot. I've learned to be more humble, tolerant, and kind, but also I've learned things like never to trust anyone completely off the bat, and to usually expect the worst. I'm generally pretty pessimistic and I think irrationally, but that's a nasty habit I'm trying to break. My intentions are good. That's something I must always remind myself and everyone else of. I have anxiety but I'm learning to control it better every day. This time a year ago it was impossible for me to socialize, but nowadays it's easier. Time mends everything.
I'm not really good at these self-describing things anymore. If you want to know me, ask me yourself. :3
Saturday, February 28, 2026, 4:59 AM
Epiphany
Hello, old friend.
It's been a long time.
So much has happened to me in the past 2 years, I don't even know where to begin. I've undergone the most painful, but necessary, changes I've ever gone through. Looking back on all these posts in this blog from the past 15 years has given me a lot of insight and has been crucial for my self discovery and development the past few years.
I finally got the help I needed, but it took a lot for it to finally happen. The last post I made on here was admitting I cheated on Daniel, and that was still really fresh. I was extremely upset when I wrote that. I can't believe it's already been 2 years.
I don't feel the need to write here anymore, so this will be my last post here. This blog has helped me so much, but I've moved beyond the need for it. I am older now, and I have people in my life.
Much love.
