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I'm Amy. I'm growing up. And this is my past, present, and future.
I know you'll come in the night like a thief.
But I’ve had some time alone to hone my lying technique.
I know you think that I’m someone you can trust.
But I’m scared I’ll get scared and I swear I’ll try to nail you back up.
So do you think that we could work out a psalm?
So I’ll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try.
I know you'll come for the people like me.
But we all got wood and nails,
And talk dirt at hating factories.
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My name is Amy. I'm a Gemini. I'm 25 years old. I'm a struggling artist, and an overly opinionated martyr of my beliefs. My past experiences, no matter how petty or dramatic they were, molded me into who I am today. I'm still changing every day.
I'm an artist. I love to draw and make things in photoshop [such as this blogger layout]. I also love music; I dabble in piano a little bit. I only know how to play other songs, of course. Nothing original. I like to write as well. Pretty much anything that involves the arts is something I enjoy doing. It gets me through the day and gives me a chance to express myself.
I have many friends who have come and gone, some who are even enemies now. Regardless, they've taught me a lot. I've learned to be more humble, tolerant, and kind, but also I've learned things like never to trust anyone completely off the bat, and to usually expect the worst. I'm generally pretty pessimistic and I think irrationally, but that's a nasty habit I'm trying to break. My intentions are good. That's something I must always remind myself and everyone else of. I have anxiety but I'm learning to control it better every day. This time a year ago it was impossible for me to socialize, but nowadays it's easier. Time mends everything.
I'm not really good at these self-describing things anymore. If you want to know me, ask me yourself. :3
Thursday, July 7, 2011, 10:01 AM
gag.
I'm so glad Bo and I don't have a disgusting over-obsessive infatuated relationship. lol.
Now that I've gotten over the wreck [I really hope I don't have to go to court], I'll talk about my recent going-ons c:
I went to Sweetwater with Bo recently. Sweetwater is where he lived for a few years quite awhile ago. It's in east Tennessee, in a small valley. It's a tiny rural town no one's ever heard of. It was beautiful and old and I loved it. The air was so clean, it got dreadfully hot during the day [but NO humidity] and very cool at night. Almost like a desert.
When I first met him at Cordova, all he would talk about is Knoxville and Sweetwater, how he wanted to go back and how he hated Memphis for its shitty people and how all the girls are "heartbreakers". lol. I'm glad he didn't leave before he found out how awesome I am C; jkjk. I was glad to go to a place that was so important to him, with him. Chris was there too, Bo's best friend from Knoxville. I didn't take any pictures during the trip, unfortunately... I'm glad Bo's mom did that for me.
Chris stayed with Bo for a month, and after the Sweetwater trip we took him back home. It's gonna be nice having some alone time with Bo again. Anyways, the trip was fun but boring at the same time. Bo's friend bailed out on us and ignored us for 2 days after we asked him to chill with us. So, Bo and Chris got their skateboards, and I rode his aunt's old seafoam green Huffy and we went into town. Such a nice bike <3 I could have ridden it all day. It was comfortable and beautiful and I loved it. The town was amazing, it was like an old, withered, smaller version of Memphis, but it was nice. We rode everywhere, avoiding cars as we went lol. We went to a boat lot, rode around a bank, around thrift stores and gun shops. Everything was CLOSED. It's a small town, so nothing is open very often during the day... It was really weird, but there was no one to yell at us for riding around, so it was aight. c: The view of the mountains in the distance was a bonus. <3 I love his family, no arguing like with mine. Sure they all got really really drunk and bought 14 boxes of pizza, then the next morning bought TONS of Hardee's chicken/sausage/bacon biscuits, but I really like them. I didn't talk much the whole time [that's how I am], but I enjoyed myself.
Now other things....
Today I work 4-9:30, and then I'm going to Bo's. Our 2 year anniversary is tomorrow <3 we're gonna go to TCBY, and then go to the zoo with his friend Tyler and his friend Garrett. I'm NEVER getting in a car with Phillip in the drivers seat again, so Tyler's our new chauffeur ;D jk. But yeah, it'll be fun c: I love the zoo. and I love Bo. Even though he isn't awake yet..
Happy 2 Year <3
