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I'm Amy. I'm growing up. And this is my past, present, and future.
I know you'll come in the night like a thief.
But I’ve had some time alone to hone my lying technique.
I know you think that I’m someone you can trust.
But I’m scared I’ll get scared and I swear I’ll try to nail you back up.
So do you think that we could work out a psalm?
So I’ll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try.
I know you'll come for the people like me.
But we all got wood and nails,
And talk dirt at hating factories.
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My name is Amy. I'm a Gemini. I'm 25 years old. I'm a struggling artist, and an overly opinionated martyr of my beliefs. My past experiences, no matter how petty or dramatic they were, molded me into who I am today. I'm still changing every day.
I'm an artist. I love to draw and make things in photoshop [such as this blogger layout]. I also love music; I dabble in piano a little bit. I only know how to play other songs, of course. Nothing original. I like to write as well. Pretty much anything that involves the arts is something I enjoy doing. It gets me through the day and gives me a chance to express myself.
I have many friends who have come and gone, some who are even enemies now. Regardless, they've taught me a lot. I've learned to be more humble, tolerant, and kind, but also I've learned things like never to trust anyone completely off the bat, and to usually expect the worst. I'm generally pretty pessimistic and I think irrationally, but that's a nasty habit I'm trying to break. My intentions are good. That's something I must always remind myself and everyone else of. I have anxiety but I'm learning to control it better every day. This time a year ago it was impossible for me to socialize, but nowadays it's easier. Time mends everything.
I'm not really good at these self-describing things anymore. If you want to know me, ask me yourself. :3
Monday, June 20, 2011, 12:00 PM
bones sinking like stones
and we live in a beautiful world.
lately I've been graced with the presence of my friends in Collierville more often than not. but it's kind of awkward when your boyfriend's friend calls you sexy. lolol oh god, why does he associate himself with people like that. they may not ever make it anywhere in life but they can be good people deep down. except Phillip. that guy needs to be behind bars
I've decided to stop complaining about my friends who suck ass and just stick with the ones I have. I've finally had someone to talk to lately besides Bo [though I can't get serious with the friendship because HE has a crush on me too -___-] and it's kind of nice. but I do miss kari, momo, cheltzie, BOTH joshes i know lol, and heck, even taylor. :] and sometimes I wish I could be closer to acquaintances I have. <3
I've been trying to get a new phone for a few days now. :[ my dad promised me I could get it on friday, and I still haven't gotten it, and I can't do it without him cause the online account is in his name. *sigh* i want my phone. :C I can't wait to have a nice phone.... and I earned it myself.
I'll write more later
