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I'm Amy. I'm growing up. And this is my past, present, and future.

I know you'll come in the night like a thief.
But I’ve had some time alone to hone my lying technique.
I know you think that I’m someone you can trust.
But I’m scared I’ll get scared and I swear I’ll try to nail you back up.
So do you think that we could work out a psalm?
So I’ll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try.
I know you'll come for the people like me.
But we all got wood and nails,
And talk dirt at hating factories.

My name is Amy. I'm a Gemini. I'm 25 years old. I'm a struggling artist, and an overly opinionated martyr of my beliefs. My past experiences, no matter how petty or dramatic they were, molded me into who I am today. I'm still changing every day.



I'm an artist. I love to draw and make things in photoshop [such as this blogger layout]. I also love music; I dabble in piano a little bit. I only know how to play other songs, of course. Nothing original. I like to write as well. Pretty much anything that involves the arts is something I enjoy doing. It gets me through the day and gives me a chance to express myself.



I have many friends who have come and gone, some who are even enemies now. Regardless, they've taught me a lot. I've learned to be more humble, tolerant, and kind, but also I've learned things like never to trust anyone completely off the bat, and to usually expect the worst. I'm generally pretty pessimistic and I think irrationally, but that's a nasty habit I'm trying to break. My intentions are good. That's something I must always remind myself and everyone else of. I have anxiety but I'm learning to control it better every day. This time a year ago it was impossible for me to socialize, but nowadays it's easier. Time mends everything.



I'm not really good at these self-describing things anymore. If you want to know me, ask me yourself. :3

It's like 3 PM, and I've been working on this new layout since like 1. I'm finally done. XD Wooow. hahaha. I had to re-do the coding a lot, but strangely, it was fun. I might do this more often, for people or something. O:
I've been looking back on old music I used to listen to, and wow, that stuff is so nostalgic. XD The song playing on my profile now is "Battleships" by Travis, and I haven't listened to it since like, 2006 or 2007. I really love nostalgia sometimes, though, unless it's about something you've lost.
So, people really confuse me. Me and my boyfriend had been drifting apart for like a few weeks now, and we actually had a decent conversation on the phone last night without complete silence, and now he's like doting on me. It's really weird. I wish people weren't so indecisive about their feelings all the time. @___@ But, I'm happy now.... for once.... *knock on wood* don't wanna jinx that.... <.<
I'm gonna call Cheltzie, and see if we can hang out! 8D! HAPPYFACE!
I want another zebra cake.... O:

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